It's November ...

and time truly flies, doesn't it, when there's a lot going on.

Working tons, thinking always... friendships lost, new ones made.
I'm a lot more myself nowadays, and I'm thankful for my medication. It keeps me grounded :) And the work goes well.

I miss some things from the previous years ...... but all in all, I'm better off, in a way. Maybe... /shrugs

Wake Me Up When September Ends ...

Looks like I'm skipping every other month... August ended with a whimper, and September is starting out just fine. I start a new path on Monday. Still in healthcare, but now focusing in pharmaceutical companies. Exciting stuff, eh? Perhaps.

Rum is yum. I've started running again. Twice today. Monday will be an early day...hours will be 8a-6p Mon-Fri and hooray, weekends are, once again, off. Sweetness!

The medication I'm on make me very sleepy; it's hard not to take naps. Fortunately, today, I only took one, and it was about 20 minutes long... yes, I shouldn't sleep so much, but it was such a relaxing day, beautiful at that -hence, the running twice outside - oh! I'm on the third book of George R. R. Martin's A Song of Fire and Ice  series. Very good thus far, and I can't wait for season 3 of HBO's Game of Thrones series.

Relationship-wise, we're like more couples, I suppose. We fight, we make up, and repeat. But, in its own way, we're finding out us, and growing together as a couple while still progressing our own individual selves.

I guess that's about it for this update. Sorry for the randomness.

Come Over

This song by Kenny Chesney has been in my head since I first heard of it play on WFMS. I find myself humming the song out loud while I'm at work. Also, I can't wait to see Mr. Chesney on the Brothers of the Sun tour with Mr. McGraw next weekend. It's going to be epic.

The Dark Knight Rises premiered last night, and I saw it at Legacy Cinema with my main man. Sad that the Dark Knight trilogy is now finished. Thrilled about The Hobbit movie coming out to theaters two days before my birthday :)

Anyways ...

I've been thinking about many different things. Mainly on how to cope with my depression. I have an appointment to see someone on Monday at 6:30pm. I just want to start feeling better. And I don't like feeling  this way...and my stress combined with job plus other things are driving me bonkers.

The toilet has been my best friend of late since I've been vomiting whenever I'm feeling too overwhelmed. Hmm, since I wasn't editing myself, I have said more than I wanted to...I guess I'll stop there. Hopefully, I can keep my sanity. Otherwise, I may find myself wishing for a padded room complete with a straight-jacket.

I have to keep reminding myself to not lose hope.