Stress free? Ha, I wish!

So, I skipped the entire month of June. The skinny- I received a promotion. And I start July 10. I'm overwhelmed, but not with work. Though, work is also overwhelming, very much so. Yet, somehow, I'm trudging through it. I feel like I've stepped into a rabbit hole and I'm Alice, but I'm definitely not in wonderland. The characters are here,though-- the mad queen of hearts, the deranged mad hatter, and don't forget- the white rabbit. I'm probably not making sense. Nowadays, I mostly carry conversations in my head because at least I know I kinda make sense to me... Sometimes. Lol. In all honesty and seriousness, I just don't know why I bother. It's not like anything I do matter. I hate it when plans are in progress, and then, bam, no plans at all. Blah. So, now I'm stuck with three days off of nothing to do. Fantastic, isn't it? I watched the last Harry Potter films a couple of nights ago...made me realize that books are better than movies. (sometimes) And I think I'm done rambling... I had something to write, but I didn't know how to word it. Hell, I do know. I just don't want to write out... Maybe next month, or next year.