This weekend has been a blur!
I saw Dr.FastandFurious on Friday... and I don't know. I just don't know. On Saturday, I went to a wedding where I caught the bouquet... I find myself thinking now if I will ever get married. And you know for April Fool's Day, I put up on Facebook that I was engaged when really I wasn't but hey, it's April Fool's Day so why not, right?
I find it weird that I happen to catch the bouquet the following day ...
Is it really true that when you catch the bouquet that it's your turn next? Because really I find that hard to believe because I'm not even seeing anyone. There IS someone I think of constantly...
so I don't know. I just don't know. However, tonight I find myself crying, and I don't quite understand why. I mean, I do, but at the same time, I'm perplexed.
Why can't things be simple?
And I had that same dream again... 519am four days in a row. I find it odd that I keep seeing this little girl and this little boy.. and the little boy crawled into bed with me, while the little girl was staring at the floor where I had my bag laid open with the bouquet that I caught that night at the wedding reception...
I have no idea what my subconscious is trying to tell me. I'm just so confused.
It's as if someone is leading me in a dance and I don't know what the steps are, but somehow, I'm still following... but why? Is it because of how I feel? I don't know. I don't like being confused.
If it really is true, I feel badly for all of those grown women who were at my cousin's wedding when I caught the bouquet eleven years ago...
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